Sometimes I am afraid to be honest

...and to say exactly what I am feeling and thinking. But that is really no way to live. So if I start posting a few more raw, full of un-edited feelings and emotional things...well....good for me. After all, I am no good at keeping a journal and I think it's good to record what I can where I can. Even if it means it's here for the whole world to read. I am not perfect. And neither is anyone else. I am trying hard...but I fail most days. Who doesn't?